I think maybe part of the reason for my "funk" the last few days is that my spirit is so heavily burdened. I'm overwhelmed at all my friends who need prayer right now for really serious stuff (not that others stuff is not serious) but family members passing away, serious health issues, etc. My mind, though intelligent, just doesn't have the capacity sometimes to express my feelings into appropriate prayers. I know all I have to say is "Jesus" and He knows my heart. It just feels inadequate to my human mind. Add on the depression from my own "stuff", stress and daily grind and it makes me physically ill. I have to do better. I need to find other ways to battle my boredom that aren't so draining. I can't afford to spend anymore time mired down by physical illness caused by mental, emotional and spiritual stress.
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