I do a really good job of breaking my own heart with the terrible choices I've made. I try not to live with regret. I have asked for (and received) forgiveness from all the ones that matter. It's a daily choice I have to make to forgive myself because choices lead, feelings follow. So everyday I try to make the choice and maybe one day I'll truly feel it. Until then I don't dwell on it because there isn't anything I can do about it. I do thank God for protecting me from myself many times. And when He allowed me to suffer the consequences of my own actions, I thank Him for loving me anyway and allowing me to learn from it all.
I can't think of anyone else that has broken my heart as badly as I have broken it myself.
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