Yes, I got behind--life happened! I'll carry on now...
Dear dreams that I have at night,
I believe that you have meaning. Years ago when I dreamed about someone, something would happen to them in real life. It wasn't always bad things but something significant. In recent years, I keep dreaming about one person in particular. Not every night but at least once a week. I do not know what this means. I don't keep in touch with him so I don't know what's going on with him. I dated him only briefly. We parted on good terms. As far as I know he is happily married now. He was never for me and I knew that. I am not in love with him in any way, shape or form nor was I ever. So dreams, stop it. Because there isn't anything I can do (and don't really want to). So start making sense or move on!
Dear dreams that I have in my heart,
I'm sorry I'm not nurturing you. Well, some of you I am. I am working on my MBA. And that dream is pretty much kicking the rest of you guys' rear end! There just are not enough hours in the day! But I want the rest of you to know that I am holding on to you hard! One day, God willing, I will:
1) publish a novel
2) publish a non-fiction book
3) lose this weight and be in better overall heatlh
4) live near the beach or water
5) travel a lot--one big trip a year, several small ones a year
6) go on a mission trip, maybe even once a year
7) be better off financially
8) play with my grandchildren (this one better be way way WAY in the future!)
9) finish a half-marathon
10) get my zumba certification
11) hike at least part of the Appalachian trail
12) drive at least part of Route 66
And to the one dream that I have put on hold for now--God will know when it's time for me to meet someone new for romantic reasons. And if God thinks that will never be a good idea for me ever again, I'm fine with that. I am. I know what I bring to the table--I'm okay eating alone! :)
Love,
Chel
